1. |
Birth Rite
01:13
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Set
Birth rite
Fuck this birth rite
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2. |
True Face
02:32
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Bound by fear
I hear the words but I’m never ever near this fucking existentialism.
I’ve shown my true face
But I’ve learned every breath amounts to misuse
Bound by the grasp of fear
Sick of spewing the same shit
Walk away from what I once knew
Maybe I was born to lose
I’ll scream this ‘til I’m fucking blue
I’ve been down and out since I’ve felt this
Why can’t I be be who I used to
I have reason to hate myself
But I can’t do a thing to convince you that this feeling is so hollow
No intuition to follow
Selfishly, a path I walk to fulfill no desire
We’ll always be at odds
Conflicting mindsets, forever disparate
I’ve always felt so fucking hollow
Live to lose
I’ve scoured the bottom
I’ve always lived to lose, it’s the pain I choose
So fuck you
I’ll take this pain to the fucking grave and I won’t break to the attention that you crave
Out of time and you’ve crossed the line so fuck you.
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3. |
Vices (ft. Grim $lugga)
03:19
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Another tick to the pendulum
Another tick to the pendulum
That’s another minute off your life
I don’t mean a damn thing to you
Your words grip like a rope around my neck
Leaving me in the dark feeling jaded
Become aware of my fucking strife
These dreams are haunting me
I can’t shake the feeling
Those snake eyes
And a tongue like a fucking viper
Tongue like a viper
Like the blade a knife
I don’t want to feel
I’ve spent all this time learning how to pass by
Out of sight, out of mind
But I’m learning how to forget with these vices
Too much time in the dark
Won’t let you get away with the scars you made
Learn how I felt all this time
Eye for an eye blind
With the blade of my knife I’m learning how to forget
Another tick to the pendulum
The last minute of your life
An eye for an eye taught me how to fucking forget
With the blade of a knife forget
Shoulder to shoulder, turned to cold
Last breath
It’s time for you to feel to what I fucking felt
Welcome to my darkest day
An eye for a fucking eye
Prepare yourself for the sharpest chill
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Life’s tight grip has brought me back to the days of no passion
Fucking take me back, let me feel the embrace of the darkest kind
Back to the care free days
I can’t get this out of mind
Everything’s a blur fucking leaving me blind
I can’t seem to catch a break
I’m always carving at this mold
Life’s grip
I took all these years to find a path that fucking flows
Forever carving out my mold
Lifehold go!
I can’t break this cycle
Time is running the fucking out
Always trying to break a mold
Fuck the story retold
Always stuck in the same shit
Ready to quit
Gun to my head, rope to my neck
Bitch.
I spent all this time searching
But how long can I hold on before I let it slip?
Watch me fall or tuck it away
Fighting for my life
Set sea another day
I can’t contain these feelings that I have
Cut into life’s hold
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5. |
Cut The Ties
01:54
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I'm going to set this straight before you get it twisted
This life I live is nothing but mine
I'm pursuing something that probably doesn't mean shit to you
It was never supposed to
Open your eyes, open your mind
Try to understand what I'm telling you
Cut the ties, no longer blind
I'm not falling for your bullshit too
This my expression, my passion
I've given everything I am
This was never meant to please you
And we'll never see eye to eye 'til I turn my back
Cut the ties
Cut the ties
This has everything to do with me
How is it so hard for you to see that you don't mean shit to me and you never will
This has always been about me finding myself without pleasing you
That's my fucking choice
Keep your concerns to yourself and trust me when I say, "I'll be fucking fine."
Trust me when I say, "I'll be fucking fine."
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6. |
Live With Loss
02:45
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I'm drowning
I can't get one foot in front of the other
An uphill battle, swallowed by the fucking struggle
All this time spent standing tall
I was always told to put my fate in the hands of another
But I won't bend to the point where the only thing left is to break
I'll endure this on my own
I don't need to suffer what you make
I've spent the last 22 years and all I know is loss
Forced my hand and I won't cower to a crooked cross
I've come to terms with this pain and after years I've learned to live with loss
I've been living with loss my whole life
I could end it all with a knife
But I'll keep holding this pain
I'll never be the same
I've spent the last 22 years and all I know is this feeling of ruin
The only thing you've ever showed me is how to invest myself in fucking faith
You can keep your fucking cross
You can keep your goddamn words
You can keep spilling your lies
While I spit on your fucking eyes
Live with loss
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7. |
Lone Wolf
02:15
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Head in the dirt
Feet in the sand
Body at ease
Cruel work at hand
The reality of both worlds is that there’s no master plan
Just me trying to fucking understand
Rejection without acceptance like a wolf with no prey
It makes all the difference
Are you here to fucking stay?
You say a lot of things but you do a whole lot less
I’m not your puppet, I’m not like the rest
Goal driven filled with selfdoubt
What did you think this was all about?
Never cared for anyone but myself
A lone wolf with no prey
Never cared for anyone but myself
A lone wolf with no pack to give a shit about
Lone wolf
Lone wolf with no prey
Rejection without acceptance like a lone wolf without a prey
It makes all the difference, are you here or are you out?
Lone wolf
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8. |
Selfdoubt
02:38
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I've been having all these bitter thoughts, in darkness born
I've got no place to go
I've been down this fucking road before
Don't look my way, same shattered phase
Don't look my way, go our separate ways
Or have I fucked up everything?
Time tells, time turns
Turn it back
Times change, but thoughts never fade
Turn it back, I know you won't
I've felt this way before with the same perception reborn
I always crawl back to where I started
To the same face and thoughts restarted
I just can't seem to turn it back
Hesitate
Breathe it in
Respire
No words or tirades will ever change the purview, this fucking shackles on me.
This hold on me
Life's hold on me
Chained in self doubt
Born in self doubt
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Northern Utah Hardcore
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